– not much to report – kinda in-zap-warm-out
– She’s very encouraging, says we’re two weeks down, we’ll get through this. She’s a good listener, says the red bumps in my axilla are likely foliculitis (inflammation of the hair follicles), another not-unexpected-side-effect of the radiation (except to me since this is the first I’ve heard of it, of course). We have a good visit, my skin is holding up okay,and we’ll keep on keeping on for now…and then as I’m leaving (‘cuz I hafta get up to the 2nd floor for PTher) I see her making her visit notes “Pt is doing fair . . .” So I decided tomorrow I’m gonna get all my progress notes and see what my docs Really think. I’m actually okay with her taking an encouraging stance while maybe being more strictly realistic in the notes – I feel heard, and I feel like my side effects are being adequately managed so far.
– I’m sitting with Mom waiting for the treatment to start (she comes on Mondays to make sure I don’t miss something in my doctor visits that I need to hear), and the Chaplain over to meet me. I, politely, tell him that I can’t see him today because I have my weekly doctor visit today and have to be upstairs for PTher by 8:30am. Maybe tomorrow? He hands me his card, and says maybe when I’m at home we can talk by phone. Facepalm! I’m tired of having this conversation, you know, the one where I tell him I work full-time? Yeah, I managed to do that politely, then walked away to have my treatment. So we’ll see if I see him tomorrow.
– well, let’s start with fatigue. Of course, I didn’t feel rested waking up this morning, and I’ve had RTher, a doctor’s visit And PTher Before getting to work at 9:30am. So basically it felt like I had a full day before starting my workday. Good times.
– the pain is changing, it’s not so focused anymore near the hematoma or the nipple, and less sharp – it’s more achy, tenderness and is occurring less frequently (making me think of ice packs in my bra less) and more like when I mistakenly tried to carry a heavy bag of groceries high up and close to my body (to make life easier on my back) and ended smashing Lefty – yeah that wasn’t so much fun.
– still lightheadedness/is it nausea or not, I can’t tell – at unpredictable, non-patterned times.
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