Generally pretty freaked out still. Meeting my new ROnc for the first time. We’ll see how it goes.
– slight feeling of warmth when they did the up-from-under angle
– I’ll admit it, I came in swinging my sword, so to speak. I was not about to give her a chance to be like the first doctor I’d seen in that office. It wasn’t just me establishing dominance though, I was still honestly anxious about the whole deal and needed her to know that (as if I could hide it, ha). It was a kind of a crappy way to get to know a new doctor, but it was what it was. I told her that I could not wait 15 minutes each week after my treatment to see her because I had to be at work in a nearby city by 9:00am – yes, every weekday. She unfortunately gave me the “I have a lot of patients and I try to see everybody as soon after their therapy as possible.” Okay, realistically I know there are other people in the world. Absolutely. But, unless some of those other patients are going to go work my work day, or pay my bills…what? They don’t care about me? They have their own lives and shit to worry about? Right. Absolutely. Me too. I prefaced my next comment by saying I hoped she understood how I said this, but “I don’t care about your other patients. I have to manage my life first.” Told doc about yesterday’s nausea and she gave me a script for anti-nausea meds.
– so yesterday’s nausea has today turned into today’s actual stomach pain, just like when my GERD is out of control. So this makes me wonder exactly where they’re radiating that I’m having such stomach problems. And I’m going to have to see the doc again tomorrow (I was told I could see a doc any day I needed to, but no Less often than once a week during radiation), because a few months of this (side effects, so I’m told, can last from 3 weeks to a couple of months After the end of treatment as your body catches back up to the damage that’s been done to it) is one thing, 40 years of it from permanent damage done is something we need to talk about. So back to the doc again tomorrow.
– breast pain: wow, it’s been a bunch of weeks since I thought about putting an ice pack in my bra, and I’m back to that – two separate times.